Missing you much!! Today is the 18th day since you've left and I'm really finding it tough. I'm still having some difficulties managing without you. I thought I was doing fine then while in the MRT this morning, something triggered my emotions and suddenly I started crying! My tears just kept on flowing. Yes, I get emotional just thinking of you and all the things we do together. I feel that I've been abandoned!
Where are you love? I'm not sure why I have yet to dream of you. Don't you miss me too? When my mum passed on, I dreamed of her soon after.
Are you upset with me? I'm truly sorry if you are. I know we did agree on not wanting the life support but I wanted to be fair to you in case you can make it as I cant believe you wont be able to pull through. Also, I'm really sorry that I was not by your bedside when you took your last breath. I'm truly sorry about this as I didnt expect you to go so quickly!
I'm not sure if I should be happy for you if you are happy over there. I am hoping that I will meet you in my dreams so you can let me know how you are doing. Please tell me what you would like me to do from here on. I am totally lost and I seek refuge at work to distract myself!
Luv ya always!
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