Darling

You've absolutely no idea how I'm trying to stay positive everyday!  Really tough.  I still hope that you will continually come and visit me in my dreams and we can have our chats like before.  How I miss all those times!

Also Mikaail missed you too and you know he cant express himself so it is much tougher for him!  He's been having his fits daily and today he had 6 times!  I guess he must be thinking of you too.

I hope you can see what I have organised for you and hope you will like it as much as I do.

Luv you always!!